What's the point?

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So I was reading some of my blogs and cracking up at the absurdities that I write because I'm a little "out the box" and I asked myself, "What's the fucking point?"

Well, the point is to have another opinion because we just don't have enough in the world.   So there you go.  I've been watching My Big Fat Greek Wedding on HBO and that was one of my favorite lines, "So there you go."  Definitely one of the funnier moments, but I am diverting from my point.  I think I am smart.  And I've met many people, most of whom think I am smart as well.  I've gotten a few stupids, couple of idiots, and one time a retarded opinion of me, but my thoughts, trials and tribulations are for the masses to understand and relate to.  I am a Hispanic female who's been beaten, criticized, made fun of, and been called a whore, so I can relate to 99% of women and 75% of males (made up figures).  But my biggest connection to you and the world is my inability to give up.  I think we all on some level will never give up because we have no choice.  And this is one of my moments where I am just not giving up on this blog, since it's my only outlet to the world at the moment. 

So what's the point?  The point is to be heard, to contribute, to give, to provide, and to be a part of something that matters.  This year I will be heading off to law school.  I wish my circumstances were a little bit better given my current situation, but I cannot stress enough how much I am looking forward to this,and I will paint a picture for you...

When I was ten years old, I competed with four other students to give the commencement speech at my elementary school graduation.  I won the opportunity and gave my grand gesture to the world.  In that speech I proclaimed my dream to become a lawyer or actress.  Before this event, when I was eight years old, I was playing with my cousins and they weren't being fair with me.  I told them that one day I would become a judge and sentence them to jail for their injustice.  Now I am starting my first year in law school and fulfilling my life long dream.  You know when they ask what you want to be when you grow up and you say whatever the fuck you say?  Well while most of you become managers at the Gap or cooks at El Torito (no offense) instead of following your dream, I have chosen to follow it.  I am in love with myself. If I can find someone like me, I will fall in love, but there are few of us.  So you know what?  The point is to LIVE!  The point is to SHARE!  The point is to realize your potential and FOLLOW IT!  And the point is to remember what you wanted to be when you grow up and try it; it will probably be something you'll love greatly, and therefore, work really hard for it.  Very inspirational.

"People create their own questions because they are afraid to look straight. All you have to do is look straight and see the road, and when you see it, don't sit looking at it -walk."   - Ayn Rand