I've had a bunch of bad things happen to me, but it just seems like the worse happens when I approach a milestone in my life. This week is my final week to prepare for final exams and I am really prepping. But I also dealt with soda spillage on my keyboard and someone stealing my license plate and scratching my car because I don't know...I guess I have enemies at the school...mind you its a fucking law school where ethics is taught, revered and expected. But here, I've had this situation. I am thinking more about what it all means more than anything. I am one to think that bad shit just happens because it does, but today it was no ordinary day of bad shit. It just felt like I was paying for everything wrong that I have done. It started yesterday with coffee spilling on the floor of my car. I dealt with it, no problem. Then I bombed a test for one of my classes, a practice test, but a test nonetheless. Fine, I will study. Then the spillage of the soda on my computer. AHHHHHHH! Why oh why did this happen to me?!?!? And finally, the vandalism of my personal property and theft of my license plate. Mother fucking asshole. MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!!! But now I am home, writing on my computer and thankful that my roommates are computer engineers and they have a wireless keyboard that I could use should mine break down, for whatever reason. So I guess it's not so bad. On the other hand, I could still be in that other hell of a life I created with the cheating, beating significant other, but you know what, I am okay. I have been through worse, I'm not going to lie to you; so I will defeat all my adversaries and will continue to thrive because excuses are for the weak, and obstacles are for the strong to climb over and dominate. Watch me while I dominate. I can only be me, and me is more than good enough.
Have a pleasant night.
